Pan Macmillan Australia, 2005
This first novel by a Melbourne-born author tells the story of a young Australian-Palestinian-Muslim
woman, Amal. The title refers to her voluntary decision halfway through Year 11 to begin wearing the
hijab, the traditional headscarf, as an expression of her Islamic faith and identity. Amal's friends
at her prestigious private coeducational school support her, despite some puzzlement, but she
attracts ignorant and malicious comments from other classmates.
The book has a full range of characters and subplots. The self-conscious, full-figured Simone has
a crush on Josh, a secular Jew whose sister is about to marry an ultra-Orthodox man. Leila, a friend
from her previous, Muslim, school runs away from home to escape pressures to marry instead of study
but is eventually reconciled with her family. Amal herself experiences rejection when Adam, who she
had wanted as a friend, doesn't understand why their relationship can't become romantic.
Outside events also play a part in Amal's life. First September 11, and then the Bali bombings,
intensify the internal and external pressures she feels. She wants to explain her faith to others
but resents having to do so. The message conveyed by her struggles is that we must see each person
as an individual rather than rely on stereotypes.
Amal's first person story is full of teenage hyperbole and self-preoccupation. She fusses
endlessly with her headscarf. She enjoys debating and doing brilliantly at school as well as
gossiping and dressing up for a special celebration. Her good relationship with her parents – a
doctor and a dentist – doesn't prevent her from testing the limits they impose and even once
betraying their trust.
This book aims to show how a girl can be both thoroughly Muslim and thoroughly Aussie. Amal
believes that all people must follow their own paths and achieve their full potential. These
positive messages are well conveyed by a storyline and style aimed mainly at young adults, although
many parents and grandparents could also enjoy it.
Review by Julie Contole